what is going on?!

I’ll tell you what, I am having what can only be described as an identity crisis (hence the major revamp of the site). 

My big joke for the last year about myself has been that I’m single and I hate it. Fast forward to now, I’m happy with it and the thought of a boyfriend right now puts me off to no end.

I have also found myself feeling down (I never feel that so I’m just not vibing with this mood) which I a hundred percent owe to London’s gloomy weather and the lack of light in my flat. I moved into a studio, very Carrie Bradshaw esque, that is the complete opposite of my old flat that was very bright and airy, also very high up with no building in front of it. Needless to say, I’m looking forward to moving out. Which actually isn’t that long away. Maybe if you are interested in how to set up a studio or something I could show you (I’m pretty pleased with it, it’s cute), just slide in my DMS @byphephebelle. But yeah I’m not someone who feels down a lot, I have a switch in my brain that when I’m just not feeling it, I switch my brain and get out of that funk. 

On top of that, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING WITH MYSELF come graduation. Yeah, this is it, uni is coming to an end. I have a vague idea of what I want to do, but for the first time in my life, I don’t have a plan, nothing is set out. 

Needless to say, I’m not feeling like myself - or maybe I am.

So - bring your brooms because IT’S. A. MESS. (if you know what movie that’s from, i like u, i like u a lot).